WANT

In honor of the season and the constant questioning of my status i decided to open up about it. Prospects always question why im single and how i manage to always get cheated on...honestly i dont know. Im happy with my status but at times i want that special thing but i fear nothing is special anymore. it just matter's how high you uphold that 'thing'.

I want...

• that guy i can swag it out with when we go out. H looks good, i look good. We make shit look good.
• that guy that ISN'T a social network whore. He can leave without FB & twitter and doesn't tweet his every waking hour.
• that guy that can respect the relationship enough to NOT post tons and tons of pics of ya'll online. You dont see Bey & Jay on the cover of magazines together.
• that guy that is totally open about everything, hurting and all, tell mami all about it.
• that guy that keeps a open line of communication, "oh she wanna fuck you, naw but she can watch us fuck". Tell each other everything.
• that guy that knows how to please my every need. Sexually and mentally.
• that guy that can laugh at all the goofy shit i laugh at

If i can find this, i'll be satisfied !